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Name: Kalista
Birthday: 9/19/1900
Expertise: being evil, proving people wrong, being myself, lying and getting away with it, sneeking around, and finding things out. <3
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1/14/2005
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| Pushed you aside when you entered
My thoughts at the wrong time
I used to be able to steal your gaze
But now you won't even break a smile
Your look is broken and things seem far away now
You're hinting the obvious.
I feel like I am constantly coaching myself now, always thinking that he isn't worth it or you can do better. I try to keep myself from falling, getting upset but now I just want to give up. But I am scared to do that because what if I get into one of those phases.. That last and feel like forever... 
   
Yay, Honey or Tar lyrics are finally up! And the song isn't as bad I thought it would be. Today I have Comp. Lab at 8 and P.E at 12:25. Have to drag my bag to school, since I am getting everything from home to my locker. I have Ms. Hallm today, I hope she doesn't crack too many jokes, I also have Ms. Kurtovic and I hope she doesn't asign anymore drawing homework. Shit I have the teachers that give a lot of work today! I should have studied last night and written the stupid letter. I like PA at school (positive action) I like hearing Ms. Fennerty's stories during highschool. Everyone thinks that it's lame, fuck them they always have to complain about something.
Ole<3 | | |
| I have been playing this song all day, today and yesterday on repeat... </3
Some people put up walls. not to
keep others out, but to see who cares
enough to knock them down...
  
I have my lock now, no more carrying everything. We have P.E with Ms. Sharky tomorrow. I think thats when they mix the classes and different rooms are together. I'll be able to tell Stacey whats been going on even though she already knows. I like icons even though they are cheesy and mostly have nothing to do with my posts.
   
Not in a good mood, I have to write that letter to Mrs, Yu and talk to my dad. Not because I want to talk of course because we need the money. I don't get what I am supposed to ask him. "Hi daddy, how are you doing? Is everyone okay? My birthday is comming. I hope you didn't forget. I am turning thirteen now. Still the baby in the family. I want a digital camera to do some phtotography and my mom and I need money. Can you please send a decent amount since you haven't been taking care of me.."
Maybe.. He'll think I'm prettier if I leave me hair curly
<3Ole | | |
| Fannee Doolee like hamburgers but she doesn't like food.
Why do you think that is?
She's bulimic! 
You know, maybe Poe was right about Tony or maybe he was talking about Ivo, who knows he was right either way. He likes the worst girl in the world. I mean it would bother me if he liked any girl but this one is the worst. Heh, Ivo said that Tony liked me more so I dont know made me feel slightly better. He smiled at me today when Yale was throwing pennies at him. Ms. Hallm makes me nervous, I dont know if she's kidding or not. She's cool and we learned about Genres and got tons of drawing homework. The worst kind, I had to draw a map and now I am drawing a scene in a book. Have to go to church because my mum is busy, so yeah. Maybe I'll talk to Yale again.
Ole <3 | | |
| The streets were open and empty...
Another shity morning, didn't sleep last night so I am tired right now. Periods at school are wayy too long. I get bored out of my mind. This is somewhat like highschool, I guess. I wrote a composition yesterday about talking to Nitilia on the phone. I saw both Pauls! Big Paul is getting bigger! I would have given him a hug but Nitilia ave him one and he was like "Get off me." Which is what he would always say but it wasn't very inviting. Yale head-butted me, I am not sure what that was supposed to mean but it hurt sorta. Tory's hair is insane looking. I hate almost everyone in my class.
Short post! No quote!
Ole<3 | | |
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